Heaven and math (hell) [Wednesday October 22, 2025]

 Last night I had a bad dream about math class, how do I know it was a horrid dream was the fact that I woke up in a very cold sweat and started to panic when I realized that I was in the sweat!  The trigger was the fact that I was listening to classical music!  Something I don’t really like was classical music, it is more smut than anything.  I was in an old high school, which was fine and dandy but then there was this math teacher who looked like Albert Einstein on he was demonically possessed!  The teacher was insistent that I did not do my homework and soon become the demon that was possessing him!  That was when I realized that I was dreaming and that I was sweating.

I don’t remember very much if the dream, but it started with the family vacation and then it ended with me in a hellish detention.  I realized when I was semi awake from the dream that I was listening to classical music, it was disguised as witchy music, something I will thing twice about listening to next time! Or at least sleeping to.  I don’t know if it was the violin that was triggering it or what.  I never heard a fucking violin in pagan music before.  That being said it was very disturbing and I never really like math, though people think people who are neurodivergent should be good at it! Which is very creepy.  I never heard heard of people with autism liking math except those on the movies, which is a pile bullshit!

Like I saw I was with my parents and I were on the family vacation and soon I was in a demonic class room and started to be forced to do math. The place i was vacationing in was Jamaica and that was fine, i thought this would be a good dream, as I have been to Jamaica before and they have good music!  Then I am beamed, like on Star Trek, to a crumbling high school that was almost on its last legs before being condemned.  I was chained to a desk and I had a calculus test in front of me and I started to resist!  Then I started to have my face pressed to the test and against the desk!

Soon the teacher who looked like a demonic Albert Einstein just turned into a demon and I started to scream!  Then a priest came in and said, “the power of Christ compels you demon!”

The priest looked elderly and he was a tough son of a bitch. Soon the demon starts to look at the priest and slowly shrivels into dust but not until I had to complete the test to be free from my shackles.  This dreams was quite frightening as I don’t like math, in fact I despise it!   There was something demonic about math for the most part when I had to take it through grades k to 12, I personally did not like math.  That was why I plucked my eyebrows as a kid, remember that?  There is something demonic about math and soon I am starting to realize that there are signed of hell, and not just heaven, the fact that math exists is a sign of hell’s existence!  

That being said I remember a “near death experience” where I saw the wall explode into nothing after I answered two angels questions and saw a wonderful garden of wild flowers and every butterfly there was some of the butterflies were alien to this human race, which instilled a sense of: hope, wellness and vitality!  Though I got into shit for saying that I had a “near death experience,” something I either put in quotations or just fluff it off as a dream now.  But I am certain the damn place, heave does exist.  That being said I though I was throwing up blood hours earlier and I though I was going to die, I don’t know if that had something to do with the dream of heaven but it was real!

Personally I think that heaven dream was more powerful emotionally and physically then the fucking math dream!  I am sure the are more signs of heaven then there are hell!